Life... I don't want to be pessimistic, it's just I'm so good at it. I try so hard everyday to reach my dreams, it just doesn't seem to work. And it's not like my dreams are that out there, you know? I mean I just want a job... You know, so I can finally maybe buy a cell phone, perhaps a new ukulele or an upgrade from the original xbox to a 360... I mean these are simple wants right, but why do they seem unreachable? I just want these things to make life a little more bearable... It seems as if everyone around me has these things, why not me?
Perhaps I should just give up? But then what? I might as well die!... But am I really not living if I'm not chasing cars everyday? I don't know... I suppose I've already tried giving up, it doesn't help that much.
Sigh, it just seems that this life feels more like a prison.
But if I were to break out? Break out to what? What would that mean? Winning the lottery or something... No, I think just getting back from the world what I put in it would be enough for me. To breath out, and then breath back in again. That sounds good to me. I don't think that would be as much as a prison right?...
I guess I will continue until I reach that paradise... I hope it comes soon
Good job! I liked it a lot.
ReplyDeleteat least you dont suffer from prison rape, it could be worse. Plus there are a lot of scholarships for people without money
ReplyDeleteYou really wanna break out?
ReplyDeleteDie. Death is the only escape from life.
I like how you said you gave up on giving up.
and how you're dreams are so simple. a job.
"Sigh, it just seems that this life feels more like a prison." This is my favorite line. Really strong work.
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